I’ve been feeling inspired to post. A lot of things have happened since my last one wayyy back in December… I dealt with death of a family member and grief related to that for the first time, which sadly derailed my drive to work on my game. It has been a while since then, and I haven’t been able to get Marigold out of my mind. I think I’m going to try my best to just get it to a state where its playable. I’m going to use these remaining summertime months to chip at it some more and we’ll see how that ends up going.
Life has been going pretty good though all things considered, i’ve been meeting and talking to a lot of cool (online) people recently, my pixel art has improved a lot and my relationship with Charlie is wonderful as always. I have been feeling a lot of a mental block though, I’m honestly burnt out pretty bad. I’ve been in college for 5 years, going on 6. I’m terrible at school and I do summer school every summer. Its difficult to never have a break from school but I’m doing the best that i can with the circumstance at hand ^_^. The art continues to flow, but its difficult to manage that one big PUSH into something big like Marigold again. I’m just going to have to simply do it.
I converted my phone into a dumb phone yesterday, its been neutered basically. Now she is only capable of the most bare bones basic functions because I would doom scroll twitter and youtube WAY too much. I had to put a stop to it x3.
Its difficult to think of all the substantial events of the past… 6 months? Maybe a bulleted list would help me lel.
- Got a therapist
- Managed pretty good grades last semester
- Started looking for jobs
- Worked on a few random projects
- Learned how to model using Blockbench
- Hosted my annual minecraft server
Honestly that’s about it lol. I apologize for being gone so long and then writing a blog post that’s…. honestly- kinda a bummer to read. But hey! It’s my blog so I can do with it as I please. Thank you to whoever is reading this for tuning into my thoughts for a bit. I hope you have a lovely day >.<